Think of every minute you spent waiting for him to pick you up. Think of the way he never loved you. Think of the way your feelings embarrassed him.
Do not think of the way he blurted out that he loved you. It was not “perfect”. Quit telling yourself so. Burn the field where it happened for the first time to the ground.
Do not look back on every moment and wonder where you went wrong or what you could have done to keep his attention.
Erase every damned song that reminds you of him and only listen to songs that came out in the past year, songs that have not been spoiled by his memory.
Do not tell yourself that he has been the only one who’s understood. Do not whisper his name. Do not. Do not. Do not."